jatuh… =(

sob sob sob… sy nak bgtau cerita sedey.. sedey sgt nie..

dlm masa 2minggu.. dua kali sy jatuh kat bilik wudu’.. uwaaaaa..sedey giler.. pas amik wudu’ jatuh terlentang kat lantai.. waduh2.. sedey giler..

1st, ari konvo sy.. 180807.. pas kuar dewan tu.. g masjid USM nak solat asar.. pastu jatuh… giler sakit.. smpi lebam dua2 belah siku.. hukhukhuk..

2nd, lepas attend meeting kat putrajaya 260807.. on my way back to kuantan, singgah kat petronas bentong.. yg kat tepi highway kl-karak tu.. time tu nak solat maghrib.. kat tempat amik wudu’ tu ada carpet kaler biru.. lapisan bawah dia licin.. pastu pijak atas tu.. jatuh lagi skali.. sakittt… siku yg lebam tu baru nak recover.. skang da lebam smula.. =( uwaaaaaaaa…

perasaan malu tak perlu laaa ckp kan.. tak leh nak digambarkan dgn kata.. huk huk huk.. sedey kan blog sy kali niee… uwaaaa… =(

ahakss.. somebody kill me plz..

hehehehhe.. hello ppl.. i act xde keje.. bukan xde keje nak buat.. tp im waiting for my mum.. since i ni unemployed.. kena jadi driver diaa.. hehehe.. now ni nak g bank.. tp dia g klinik gigi jap.. tu yg malas nak buat keje lain.. oleh itu.. dok laaa mengadap survey niee.. hehehe.. ku abadikan dlm blog ku ini..

1. Story behind your primary picture?
>> no story.. I was trying to make she (my baby niece ~yaya) smile.. she
just woke up.. hehehe

2. Do you love chocolates?
>> nope.. I ada migraine.. kena pantang..

3. Are you emo?
>> u think so?

4. Music you adore the most?
>> depends on my mood..

5. Your current mood in one word?
>> HAPPY

 6. Last thing you talked about with your friends?
>> PERHENTIAN is a GO!!

7. In love with whom?
>> timothy olyphant.. sorry my dear nelly.. opss..

8. Story behind your background music?
>> hatiku tersentuh..

9. Favorite radio station?
>> byk.. fly layan.. hot fm pun ok.. sumtime era.. tp bukan lite n easy.. hahahhaa

10. First band/group you liked?

>> BSB.. seriously..

11. First music video you enjoyed?
>> all I have to give by BSB.. hehehe

12. Favorite line from a song?
>> Let this be our Angel’s Lullaby

15. Anime crush?
>> sasuke.. muakakaka..

16. Topic for the day?
>> perhentian..

17. What does the last email you received say?
>>Happiness Test from tickle..

18. Are you missing someone?
>> szy

19. What does the last SMS you receive say?
>> mamay said.. she dun wan bcome pngntin bcoz she dun like.. hahahah
from mummy..

21. Do you smoke?
>> im a heavy smoker..

22. Usual first impression on you?
>> manja!! Dymn!!

23. Favorite tv series?
>> Grey’s Anatomy.. scandallll timeee…  

24. Current addiction/passion?
>> collar shirt

25. What course are you planning to study for college?
>> yeahhhh.. just finished!!! Hooray

26. Last person you talked to on the phone?
>> mummy

27. Last thing your Mom told you?
>> nnti jemput mak ye..

28. Last thing your Dad told you?
>> nnti laaa abah tgk smula ye.. 

29. Do you still feel your answer in no.5?
>> definitely!!!

30. What is your favorite thing to wear?
>> anything comfort..

31. I say shotgun, you say:
>> machine gun!

32. Last person you hugged/who hugged you?
>> my baby niece ~yaya

33. What time of the day is it?
>> 1203

34. Favorite type of food?
>> asam pedas ikan patin.. thank GOD im ‘pahang’ian.. 

35. Do you download music:
>> yes..

36. Are colored contact lenses sexy?
>> nope.. original colour is the most sexy.. hehehe..

37. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
>> dun think so..

38. How is the weather right now?
>> HOT..

39. What are you listening to right now?
>> Richard Mark – Angel’s Lullaby

40. Do you wear contacts?
>> nope

41. What’s one thing you’ve learned this year?
>> his selfish girlfriend is more important than his brilliant BEST FRIEND.. 

42. Are you missing someone?
>> kunyil2 mummy.. its more than one.. 

43. What magazines are you reading?
>> I dun read..

44. Who would you like to see right now?
>> perhentian!! Oh yeahh.. thank god it is a GO..

45. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren’t supposed to?
>> nope

46. Favorite smell?
>> the smell of me!! Hahaha

47. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
>> GSC caramel popcorn..

48. Our Lady Peace or Nickelback?
>> lead singer nickelback..

49. What’s something that really bugs you?
>> bugs bunny.. hahaha

50. What’s your favorite perfume?
>> mine

51. What’s the longest time you’ve gone without sleep?
>> 6 days.. seriously.. no lie..

52. Who was your last phone call?
>> mummy..

53. What’s the closest orange object to you?
>> tumbler

54. What do you smell like?
>> wangiiiiii.. hehe

55. Do you believe in a soul mate?
>> do I have to?

56. Do you remember your dreams?
>> last nite.. yes.. I got married.. hahahhahahahahha

57. Do you burn easily in the sun?
>> yes

58. What’s something you wish you could understand better?
>> me myself..

59. What did you do last weekend?
>> went to lowyat on sat.. n sent my baby bro to hostel on sun

60. What was the last thing you drank?
>> my body partner..

61. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
>> Nescafe.. coffee.. tea.. 

62. What’s on your mind right now?
>> PERHENTIAN..

63. Is taking a shower a daily habit?
>> nak I jawab jujur ke? Hahahahaa..

Character by Birth Order

Firstborn

Firstborns are typically believed to be serious, conscientious, directive, goal-oriented, aggressive, rule-conscious, exacting, conservative, organized, responsible, jealous, fearful, high achieving, competitive, high in self-esteem, and anxious. They may learn the concept of power at a young age, and this can be expressed in their desire to help, protect and lead others. The firstborn may also have the need to regain praise from their parents that they received before their siblings were born. The first born may come to feel unloved through the perceived loss of mother’s love to the new baby. Adler (1964) referred to this as being "dethroned" by the younger sibling. Later in life the firstborn may become authoritarian or strict. A firstborn’s common feeling of a fear of losing the top position may make them more risk averse, and thus less likely to embark on a new venture. There are several aspects of the family structure that pertain to firstborn children. First time parents are usually highly anxious and "sweat all the details." They document every milestone, celebrate each small achievement, and worry if it comes later than expected. They put the firstborn child under a lot of pressure to succeed. In addition to parental behavior, the firstborn child is often shocked by the introduction of a competitor into the family. This may lead to sibling rivalry. On the other hand, younger siblings often idolize the first born, putting the first born in a position of leader of the children of the family.

Middleborn

Middleborn children have a diverse range of personalities. The habits of many middleborns are motivated by the fact that they have never been truly in the spotlight. The firstborn always seems to be achieving and pioneering ahead, while the younger sibling is secure in his or her niche as the entertainer of the family. The middle or second born child or children often have the sense of not belonging. They fight to receive attention from parents and others because they feel many times they are being ignored or dubbed off as being the same as another sibling. Being in the middle, a child can feel insecure. This in turn will affect their relationships throughout their whole life. In some cases the middle child will see life from a hopeless standpoint will often become depressed or even lonely. The middle child often lacks drive and looks for direction from the first born child. Sometimes a middle child feels out of place because they are not over achievers and like to go with the flow of things. Middleborn children are often believed to be natural mediators. They tend to have fewer pictures in the family photo album alone, compared to firstborns. Middleborn children may avoid conflict. They may also be highly loyal to the peer group and have many friends. The middle born child may develop good social skills and have an easier time growing up with an other-centered point of view. It has been suggested that middleborn children are more likely to be entrepreneurs. Karen E. Klein, a Los Angeles-based writer, suggested that a middleborn’s innate skills in diplomacy plus their
flexibility in ideas make them more successful in entrepreneurship. The middle child may have an even-temper and a take it or leave it attitude. Alfred Adler (1964) believed that the middle child feels squeezed out of a position of privilege and significance. The child is internally compelled to find peace within the family and may have trouble finding a place or become a fighter of injustice. 

Youngest

The names given to the youngest child are revealing: the youngest child of the family is viewed as the party animal, the entertainer who is unafraid to test his or her luck. They are also thought of as the baby of the family and an outgoing charmer. While this is certainly not true of all youngest siblings, proponents of this theory state that the youngest of the family is an endearing, and delightful friend. The youngest child is often babied or "pampered" more than the other siblings. This "pampering," according to Adler, is one of the worst behaviors a parent can bestow on a child. "Pampering" can lead to dependence, and selfishness as well as irresponsibility when the youngest enters adulthood. Youngest children may become manipulative and control-seeking if their sibling(s), parents, or other peers are overbearing or bossy.

CANCER WOMAN

CANCER WOMAN

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable. She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first. She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".  When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift. She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman. She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day. She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don’t leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally. She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate". She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it. The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love. 

hello evyyybodyyy..

1)WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?
Alifah Binti Ahmad Sabrey

2)WHO IS YOUR CRUSH?
Some1 near me

3)AT WHAT SCHOOL ARE U STUDYING
RYT NOW?
School of Civil Engineering

4)DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST
SIGHT?
No im Not..Thank You

5)WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PAST TIME?
Happier

6)ARE U EASILY ATTRACTED ON THE
OPPOSITE SEX IF HE/SHE IS A CHINITO?
CHINITA?ND Y?
not that easy..

7)HOW OLD ARE U?ND WAT AGE DO U
PLAN TO GET MARRIED?
24..dunno
 
**THIS OR DAT?**

8)CHOCOLATES OR FLOWERS?ND Y?
flowers..chocolate tanak ah..nnti tacit pala..

9)GOIN TO THE MALL WITH YOUR GF/BF?OR
GOIN TO THE BEACH?
mall with achik n pedot.. i miss both of them..

10)HAVING A SIMPLE DATE IN YOUR HOUSE
OR ON A EXPENSIVE RESTAURANT?
@ my parents’ house would be nice..

11)HAVING A FLIRTY GF/BF OR A VERY
SHY ONE?
flirty n notty..kuikui

13)AUSTRALIA OR ITALY?ND Y?
australia..nak g sydney after cancun

14)GOING ON A VACATION?OR JUZ STAYING
AT HOME?
sumtime, i love to stay at home

**NAME THEM**

15)YOUR FRIENDS THAT U REALLY TRUST
anaconda

16)3 FOODS THAT U WANT TO EAT AT
THIS MOMENT?
laksa mak masak.. N asam pedas patin.. 

17)3 THINGS THAT U WISH YOUR GF/BF
WILL GIVE U?
lotssssssssss of kasih sayang

18)FIRST 3 PERSONS THAT U REALLY
LOVE?
mak, abah, adik beradik

19)NAME 3 OF YOUR FAVORITE
TEACHERS?
cikgu maryam math, cikgu zul fizik, dan dr san kat usm

20)your favorite subjects?
MATHS!!

21)3 PLACES THAT U REALLY WANT
TO GO to?
my bedroom, mom’s kitchen, & office

22)3 THINGS THAT U DO WHEN
YOU’RE IN SCHOOL?
study, study, study (abah sy garang..hehe)

23)YOUR CRUSHES?
ahaks..sumone near me..very near..

24)YOUR TOP 3 FAV. SONGS?
sway the perishers, irreplaceable beyonce, seperated usher..

fypfypfyp

03 april 2007~ great day…  

hehe..yesterday my supervisor msg me.. asked me to come to his opis.. dis early mowning i woke up.. tak sabar2 nak g skul.. hehe..pastu the meeting was GREAT k… im really happy.. he said something about my grade.. utk fyp la obviously.. happy nye i.. :D  


to those yg crazy to noe about it.. plz ask me.. i will tell u every detail.. plzzzzz ask!!! trust me.. i akan ckp.. hehehe i sgt happy… :D:D
not juz dat.. he also mention about my LI.. he said he will help me to reg.. and i dun have to come all the way from pahang to penang juz for registration.. well.. he is very nice person.. very helpful.. plz giv me suggestion.. i nak kasi sumthing kat dia.. tanda appreciate.. hehe..
i went to library at 2pm.. till 6 dok study kat library.. when i reached home.. ada mende TAK best jadikk.. pasal kucing.. i juz hate cat.. for no reason.. i kena marah kerana seekor kucing.. cant u imagine dat? erghh.. tensitensi..
till fingers meet keyboard again.. gtg.. adios my amigoss.. muahxx..

Coral Speaking.. :D

Kolej Chermai in Memory..
(2001)


Mum! Oh mum! What place is this in the middle of nowhere? And you want me to stay here for a whole year?”
“Please sweetheart, take this as a blessing in disguise”
“Mama have to go now, I have to reach Kedah before it gets dark. You take care of yourself ok, study hard and be good girl.”
“InsyaAllah, I love you mum, I’ll try my best.”
“Oh, darling! You’re big already… Umm, if you want to come back with me, you still have time.”
“Come on mum, there is no turning back. I’m not going to die here. I will survive you don’t worry.”
There are so many exciting experiences on the first day we step into Chermai College.
But, as we continue our life in KC…
We built the feeling of love, friendship and also respect towards others.
So we are here today on this memorable evening
To present a poem entitled ‘KC in memory’
Hope you enjoy yourself
Every morning the sun peers over the hills
The birds chirping cheerfully
The whizzing sounds of the insects
The wind carries the fruity aromas of buah belimbing
Ohhhh…
What a splendid place to stay
What a suitable place to study
In fact we can runaway from the business of the city
“Uh, what place is this? Never heard of it.”
You silly, where else Chermai College
Or better known as KC of course..
One day,
An owl went into our lecture hall
Not knowing how and when it went in
And there’s one time
A boar sneaks into our hostel
“Oh my God that is so disgusting!”
But we understand because KC is surrounded by jungles
So… No hal la.
Let’s carry on to the next topic “Lecturers”
They’re great!!
Not only they are smart
But also they are
Good looking, pretty, funny and
“Sexy”…Sorry
Hmmm… May be…
“Bak kata cikgu lama saya, Prinsip Le Chateliar”
Encik Nasir loves to say that…
A happy goes lucky man and has a sense of humour
“Aku pun tak paham” and “Bosar ni!”
Guess who??
Sir Vella and Sir Ng are the chosen one…
“Ok, U all salin dulu”
That reminds me of Pn. Rina.
She loves to smile, it is nice to look at her…
Huh… such a cute face.
And not forgetting her husband En. Razali
“Saya nak awak ingat sampai mati.”
He may look strict, but actually he’s awesome…
Do you recognize this?
“Betul?’
“Betul cikgu…”
“Alhamdulillah”
I bet you do, who else!!
The one and only En. Hasyim
Betul..Alhamdulillah!!
Hey who is sitting beside him?
“Kamu faham tak, takde ape-ape soalan, hebat!”
“I know, I know Pn. Putri right.
She so vogue, I wish I could have a body like her.”
Ok that’s enough
Let’s carry on.
They are not the only lecturers that married to their own colleague
Can you guess whom?
The husband has a very large and powerful body and his wife is
So small and cute…
That’s right En. Syamir and Pn. Anita.
Oh we left out another couple
That had just married last year
Our very own Senior Assistant Of Student Affairs
En. Azhar and his lovely wife Pn. Alina.
There are still lecturers that are still available.
Eligible bachelors
En. Norhisyam, En. Sazman, En. Jefri, En. Faisal and En. Faizal.
Eligible maiden
Cik Adila, Cik Masnita, Cik Julia, Cik Sufina and Cik Mazidah.
But I think they have someone in their mind.
“Who is it?”
Want to know more… Ask them la..
What do we know, we’re only students
Last but not least, our beloved principal, En.Ibrahim Ismail.
Thank you for your wisdom and support that had built up our spirits.
Fuhh… We wish we could talk about other lecturers that we would
Love to include.
Well… the time is pretty jealous on us.
But we love you all…
Let’s proceed to the next topic.. HOT topic..
Students…
As the teenagers, its normal thing to fall, fall, fall in love.
Puppy love… That’s what we call.
“Do you know this guy?”
“Aha… aha… yes, I know him, he’s so cute, adorable”
“Ohhhhhhhh my God, he’s coming this way”
“Ehemm… Assalamualaikum sekarang dah 11.30, tak nak masuk ke?”
“O.k… Mum I love you.. Bye”
“We are going in already… Sorry…”
Dengan ini.. saya Penyimpan Mohor Besar Raja-Raja ,
Mengisytiharkan tarikh hari raya Aidilfitri adalah pada….
“Yeah esok raya, yea… esok raya, yea esok raya”
“Lusa la…”
Everybody just can’t wait to go home
And celebrating the Hari Raya with their families.
Some can’t even concentrating on their studies
Thinking about their new baju kurung and baju melayu
Thinking about lemangs and ketupats
Realizing how much they miss about their loves ones
But as students we must go on with our life.
Keep in mind that studying is the first priority.
Another big event for the students is…
“The exam is near. What I going to do? I’m not prepared”
“Me too. I haven’t study a single thing, we’re going to die”
Yes…
The exam fever that happens every time
It is near…
No body went out
The hostels is in silent mode
It seems like we are studying very hard
May be they are sleeping…
“Study konon”
But check out the results…
Gempak… hebat… Outstanding… Superb…
Great lecturers + great place makes
Great students…
Are we correct??
Sure we are
And that’s why we love KC so much…
But now, it’s time for us to leave,
As the time and tide wait for no man
People change.
But deep in our heart the memories of yesterday…
Remains forever…
We’ll treasure every single moment we spent here…
KC… we love you…
As we go on… we remember…
All the time we had together…
And as our life change
Come whatever
We will still be friends forever


~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tibe2 jumpa nie kat KC nye page.. besttt nyeeee bace… saje nak abadikan kat my blog hehehe.. tgh nak exam nie.. bila bace part exam kat text tu.. momentum utk study datang bertimpa2.. kalah jaja nye momentum.. ekekekee… jaja jom study.. nnti mlm yeeee..